My Tears of Joy

Why does it hurt so much,
when all you long for, is that smooth and warm touch.

Its hard to smile when I see you walk pass,
especially when you long for the joy and happy moments to last.

Out in the public, our love seems so sealed,
but behind closed doors, is when it suddenly becomes REAL.

I'm torn between a rock and a hard place,
cuz the way you make me feel is like a sweet and bitter taste.

If I could explain it in one word, I'd call it LUST,
cuz when it comes down to it, don't think I'll ever win your trust.

Its crazy how people claim always to be there for you,
but when you're down and out, you begin to see whose really true.

Before I met you, my life was full of hopes and dreams,
you made me believe that together we'd always be a perfect team.

Although I was epressed for a minute and feeling blue,
I know that I can make it now, and its all because of you.


Sexy Lex